Angels and demons
Today is a glorious day – and also one of great dismay. The Beast is sold, and the new owners have already picked it up, on their way home. They seemed like true enthusiasts, so I am sure the car will end up in a good home. Still though, it is like a hole has been carved in my soul… like something is missing. I’ve not come closer to breaking my 2 week silence than today. I guess that is just one of the demons I need to be fighting.
Today has been quite uneventful – except for the sale, of course – and thus there isn’t that much to put in here, yet. I don’t know why, I just had to write something, get my thoughts and ideas straight I guess. I’m looking forward to going back to work on Monday, that’s going to be awesome! I feel the need to just do something… Heck, the idea for the title of this post came from the movie by the same name, that I almost went to today – I say almost, because suddenly the ones I was going with couldn’t make it anyway. We agreed on going another day though, maybe later this week. We’ll see.
It’s been a couple of days since my last long walk, and it really feels awkward. I’m restless and unhappy, and I just know going for a long walk or a hike will do the trick sorting it. I think I’ll bring the dogs around tonight as well, they seemed to enjoy it a lot a couple of nights ago 
It’s nice to be able to do something to make myself feel great, which also benefits those two little buggers, I’ll tell ya! And maybe, just maybe, if I am really, really lucky, someone will do like in that old Stevie Wonder song – just call to say they love me. If I ever felt like hearing it – it must be today. Not exactly likely to happen though
I should head out with the dogs and walk this uneasy feeling off instead of sitting inside, thinking about it. Till the next post – this is me signing off – and I love you from the bottom of my heart
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